It’s four in the morning,
I’m lying awake,
Don’t know how much more,
My poor mind can take.



My eyes have no vision,
My head spins with pain,
‘Tis the middle of night,
And I’m crying again.



Tears flowing freely,
As they roll down my cheek,
A voice screaming out silent,
As some relief I do seek.



Look at my loved one,
While she’s lying asleep,
Or is she just thinking,
Why my silence I keep?



I want to reach out,
And for her love to feel,
But just at this moment,
Nothing seems real.



I surely do love her,
And try to show care,
But there are moments like these,
That I just cannot share.



Reach up to my eyes,
And wipe tears away,
Try hard to focus,
And silently pray.



Pray that whatever it is,
That drives me this way,
Please God, it’s gone,
Before sun shows new rays.



Why is it at times?
Such pain I do see,
And then at others,
I do feel so free?



Is this some sort of test?
That I’m meant to take?
Or has my life been?
One huge mistake.



A lifetime of battles,
Filled with highs and with lows,
Times of elation,
Then suddenly woes.



I can’t understand it,
I no longer try,
I’ve simply accepted,
It’s much easier to cry.



And for my loved one,
She holds out her hand,
Sits with me quietly,
For she does understand.



She’s been my strength,
And for so long has been,
That someone who’s there,
On which to lean.



So although it’s four in the morning,
And I feel pain in my life,
I know that soon it will lessen,
With the help of my wife.



With her beside me,
And God up above,
I’ll try to keep building,
A life filled with love.

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Dark Blue Knight
5th January 2007
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